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[05 Jun 2006|05:09pm] |
I haven't really updated this in forever so I thought I would jot some things down.
-I can't believe this year is over.
-I'm going to Florida for the whole summer.
-I'm affraid to be gone for 2 months because everything could change between us.
-I've lost one of my best friends.
-I have to take the ACT on saturday (along with everyone in the 06 class)
-I've never drank so much pop in my whole life until the last few months.
-I'm scared about college, and whether or not I'm good enough.
-I'm seeing my chiropractor tomorrow. (much needed)
-I enjoy self tanner.
-I can't wait to turn 18.
-I need a pedicure.
-I'm not going to western next year.
-I've grown up so much this year and I have finally become the daughter my mother is proud to have.
-My dog gets to come to florida with us.
-I went a month without getting a ticket.
-I think my mild case of OCD is getting worse.
-I had to run 2 miles after school.
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[23 Jan 2006|09:07am] |
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My advice to all of you. Don't let ANYONE push a hot stone into your chest and tell you that the pain is normal. It won't give you a burst of energy like they said, all it will give you is a trip to the urgent care.
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[16 Dec 2005|11:23pm] |
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And here I go. I'll pour my heart out on paper for you.
I won't lie, I won't sugar-coat the truth.
I am un-believably in love with you. And I know that sounds selfish, but its the truth and nothing but it.
Don't pretend you can't see my pain because I know you can see right through me.
And I know this was my choice. My choice-to be on my own. I know..I know.
And it's what I want, really, it is..
I just never imagined my life without you now that you're a part of it.
When I say I don't know what to do, I'm saying I don't know how to tell you that I can't live without you.
I guess I'm trying to say that I may not be ready for commitment..but I'm ready to let go of whatever is going on in my head..and to just go with whatever is supposed to happen.
But I need you to out yourself in the open, and once again that sounds selfish. But we both know I can't do it.
And I know there is a part of you deep down that resents me, although you'd never admit it.
Is it possible to ever put the past behind you, ever really possible?
Can two broken hearts really start over, and patch up the holes?
How do people pick up the pieces when they're too afraid to put them together?
I guess I feel a little better.
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[23 Nov 2005|02:41pm] |
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WHOA, can you believe it's almost TURKEY DAY!? It's that time of year to go south (Ohio) and have a lots food wiht my family.
But don't worry, I'll be home Sunday.
If I don't see you, have a great break.
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[12 Nov 2005|06:45pm] |
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Well if I had to get in troulbe on a Saturday night, itleast it was with my Bestie.
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[25 Oct 2005|05:00pm] |
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Uh, I got a parking violation today..
But on a happier note, I work at Curves every Saturday from 8am-12:30. it's soo cute. You know you all would love to watch old ladies workout! I knowwwww you're jealous.
oh yeah, no boys allowed. they'll kick you out. haha.
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| GREAT |
[14 Oct 2005|07:07am] |
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So I decided I would get on the "my life sucks" train.
I have compression in my lower and mid back and now I have to start seeing a chiropractor regularly. (I'd like to just say that I adore my bestie who was the only one smart enough to drive me to the doctors.)
I just got an ear infection in my left ear last night.
And now I'm so drugged up that it's a miracle that I can type.
And now instead of going to school like all of you little brats, I shall return to my new hobie..sleeping.
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[03 Oct 2005|04:05pm] |
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OK, I admitt it. I like Western, a lot.
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[15 Sep 2005|03:08pm] |
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Guess whos birthday is on the 20th? MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[06 Sep 2005|05:55pm] |
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So long sweet summer.
May I just say that I officially LOVE driving from Western to Northern everyday. It gives me some time to think, get some fresh air..and ok, stop and get a cheeseburger. you're jealous.
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[26 Aug 2005|10:27pm] |
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Bitter Sweet.
Bitter-I got fired from my job at Ram's Horn because I didn't come to a meeting that I wasn't even told about. So that is great. I just feel so rejected and hurt.
Sweet-To make up for me getting fired my mom and Greg are taking me to Florida with them.
See you all August 31st (when I return home).
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[18 Aug 2005|11:28am] |
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Ok so here is my schedule. Keep in mind that my first 3 hours of 1st and 2nd semester will be spent at Western. Why I bother posting my classes is beyong me because I don't have classes with any of you.
First semester
TV production
Earth Science
Psy 1
US Govt
Brit Lit
Intg Math 2A1
Second semester
Aerobics
Earth Science
TV production
Psy 2
Brit Lit
Intg Math 2A2
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[26 Jul 2005|10:20am] |
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Work is going pretty well. I get confused sometimes, but I love the people I work with, they're so nice. My mom and greg comes and visits me sometimes. Katy, Cam, Jilly, and Brandon came to see me the other day. It was too cute.
MaTtTt00003: i am gonna spill like 4 waters and make you clean them up
MaTtTt00003: hahaha TRAINEE
Gotta Love Matt.
So yesterday Katy came over and watched me clean the house, her and my mom just sat around and made fun of my cleaning ethics. Then her and I headed over to Wallgreens because yes, I needed deodorant. We bought some coffee, and then headed back to her house. We talked to Ms. Janet, and then headed over to Ryans. We didn't stay too long...yeah. Then Brandon called and told us to go over to steves house and go swimming. We drove over there but steve was leaving, so brandon, me, cam, and katy went to the beach. That was cute. CAM AND BRANDON HELD HANDS!!!!!!!! aw. Ok so Katy and I made them.
I cut up the back of my heals because of those damn zebra things, it hurts sooo bad! Then we picked up steve and we went to dairy queen. after that it was SUPPOSED to be back to my house for the LAGUNA BEACH PARTY!! But our cable was out, so katy and i drove like phycho people back to her house so we wouldn't miss it. The guys were already there waiting for us. IT WAS SO GOOD. I love Laguna Beach parties. Katy and I got Steve and Brandon to sing "We Belong Together" and it was soo funny. I think Matt fell asleep during Laguna beach, I'll have to get him for that later. Cam and Brandon kept trying to hold hands behing me and katys backs, we'll have to keep an eye on them. I then drove home.
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
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| FINALLY |
[20 Jul 2005|08:18am] |
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS-
I finally have a job! I work at Ram's Horn, "The Family Resturant"....on M-59. I work Tuesdays 5pm-11, Thursdays 5pm-11, and Sundays 3pm-11
thank the lord, the search is over.
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[14 Jul 2005|09:01pm] |
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Yeah..thanks katy.
six songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your LiveJournal along with your six songs. Then tag six other people to see what they're listening to.
1. Wonderwall-Oasis
2. The Pussycat Dolls- Dont Cha
3. Beyonce-Crazy in Love
4. Mariah Carey- We Belong Together
5. Jay-Z- 99 problems
6. New Found Glory- My Friends Over You
Tag!!!
1. Amy A
2. April
3. Joel
4. Chelsea G
5. Shelby J
6. Megan D
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| Let it go, Feak Out |
[12 Jul 2005|10:32pm] |
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So I am finally home. It's about time. And now, sadly, I must find a job.
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| In ohio |
[10 Jun 2005|03:55pm] |
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Well school is out for summer, and finals are over.
(thank god)
I hope everyone has a great summer, and maybe I'll see you around!
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| 10:30 was a blessing in disguise. |
[04 Jun 2005|10:19pm] |
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OK- So at first I was really scared for summer to come because I thought I wasn't going to see my friends a lot...but now I don't think I can take one more second of it not being summer. Besides, 2 bestfriends in Europe for 10 days, how awesome is that?
And I have realized that this is the reason Katy E. Urban is my bestfriend:
Me: " Where were you while we were getting high?"
Katy: "Getting pregnant!"
^that, and driving a race car today made my day.
Watch me pretend I don't care.
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[29 May 2005|01:07pm] |
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It's all my fault, and I can't take back these feelings.
Tell me that this is over.
Say it ain't so, And if I have lost what we had, I'm sorry.
The end.
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